Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Emo mode.
Walked away, pretending it never happened and now its coming to haunt me...
Posted by SebKing at 3:43 AM
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Pant
Absolutely knackered from jogging. At least I cleared a longer distance than last time before my feet starts to ache like hell thanks to my flat foot. Pondering whether to see a podiatrist to find out what is actually causing the pain and discomfort and see what can be done from there.
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Hesitating, maybe it's from previous experiences, I'm suffering from some sort of phobia. Fear of futility, Fear of jeopardising the relationships of people around me. Fear of this fear of that. Fear just sticks to me like bees to honey. I am the kind who makes the decisions but at the same time terrified of consequences and also how people think of me if there were any repercussions from the decisions.
I'm really starting to doubt whether my social skills are up to standard because I seem to suck on it. I'm just too concerned of people around me, because they are the most important bunch and when things go wrong, I start to feel all stressed up and depressed. I believe I too have to de-stress abit.
Posted by SebKing at 2:19 AM